tumblr's prolly gonna delete half my shit so this is a backup b/c i can't even get the download to work (guess 2 gb is too much for my miserable connection to handle without shitting out like 5 network errors)
They call them dark-sky cities. The stars are a brilliant canopy above the muted city lights, cars driving a bit more carefully in streets with shadows creeping around the corners. People shut their doors as the unseen shape moves slowly over the city, putting out the stars. The constellations flicker back as the shape passes, creeping out toward the scrub land.
The tunnels are just a legend. They might have been there
once, dark arteries beneath the city surface, havens from the heat or passages
for migrant workers, but they’ve been filled in, collapsed, blocked off. The
small echoes of footsteps beneath you are your imagination. You definitely didn’t
see movement between the cracks of the sidewalk.
The desert is wide, and you can see the shape of the earth
from the high places. The mountains jut up from the city floor, the highway
curving to avoid collision with those islands amid the suburban sea. The tall
columns of overpasses are like monoliths as they swing above you, concrete and
cement a modern-day marble to a modern-day Ozymandias. Prayers and
supplications are in the currency of sirens and car horns, and the new gods accept
their tithes in blood.
There are sunglasses in your car. At your work. In your bag.
In your hand. Someday, the desert-dwellers will evolve small lenses in their
eyes, leaving the world with a permanent filter for UV.
The clouds are rolling in now, the sky darkening with the
promise of rain. The sky is gold, and then brown, and then red, but when the
winds come the rain is only a lie. Thunder vibrates the power lines around your
house and nothing pours from the sky but sand and small bits of paper.
Your grandmother tells you not to look into the eyes of a
skin-walker, but you do not believe her. Their eyes are like an animal’s, she
says, but the man at your door has human eyes. You meet his gaze, and they reflect yellow in the
porch light. It’s said that eyes are windows to the soul, your grandmother
said, but for yee naaldlooshi,
they’re more like doors.
“At least it’s a dry
heat.” The words come from cracked lips, in a weathered face,
all moisture sucked from the skin in the slow dehydrator of summer. You hear
the words echoing through the still air. Your tongue is dry in your mouth, and
there is a film that tastes of dust and green chile. A dry heat. A dry heat. A
dry heat.
im in philosophy and were talking about how you can doubt everything’s existence except for your own consciousness and the guy that sits in front of me just turns around tears streaming down his face and goes “i am on so many drugs”
Whenever I’m on the street children throw large pebbles at me and say “This is only somewhat due to your bad tumblr posts. There are multiple reasons for this.”
remember being little and thinking dandelions were fun or a pretty color or something and every adult in an 80 mile radius wouldn’t let you say that without screaming ITS A WEED